you’re gonna be alright.
maybe not tonight, nor tomorrow, not the day after. miracles don’t happen overnight, not anymore, this world isn’t that naive. you aren’t that innocent anymore. but that’s okay. it takes time. and time, we all know, isn’t always our best friend. but that’s the thing. even the best of friends are only human, can only forget the day you were supposed to meet up, can only be too busy to pick up your call, can only choose between you and their family. and time, time can only keep moving forward.
you’re gonna be okay.
there was never a manual to this “life” thing, and to be honest, an adventure with a map is not really an adventure if you never take your eyes off it long enough to enjoy the scenery. sure, rollercoasters might not be your thing, what with the ups and downs, and yeah, this is one ride you can’t get off, but i assure you it won’t be one that you regret. if you allow yourself.
and things might be hard sometimes. some nights you don’t want to go to sleep, some nights you’ll cry for being alone, some nights you’ll wish you hadn’t told him what you really thought, some nights you’ll wish you did. but that’s okay. this is what we are, this is what we’re made of, this is how we learn. and we all stumble somewhere down the road, but we all climb back up, even if we never really had a choice. there will be times when you don’t want to reach the light at the end of the tunnel, when you wish the voices would just cease to exist, when you question reality and your own cruel mind. but you’re not alone in that. you’re not.
and listen, darling——-
you’re going to be alright.